Woah !

Assalamualaikum wbt :)

WOAH. Thats the title for this new entry. Got no reason for that ( I have no idea probably ) . But actually 'WOAH' comes from myself because I was like " Woah this is a long time since the last time I updated my blog ! I should be more disciplined ! " Lol I said that for several times in ages but yeah, I dont give a damn. I will update if I got free time. So busy with exams, assignments, tutorials, lab reports and so on though. Well, students' lives. So we all know :)

My fiancee just went back to Turkmenistan yesterday, so now I have no friends :| ( Actually I didnt plan to tell this sad story about myself but yeah, Im such a lonely girl now ) Lol okay ignore that. Let start from beginning. On 14th Oct 2012, was my 19th birthday. WOAAAH. Haha. Okay that's all. ( Promoting to people so next time people should ready with their presents for my birthday gift ) Okay ignore that thingy. So, last week, I got Physical Chemistry examination which was quite answerable, I tell ya. Not really easy, not really hard, but sure its easier when youre studying so hard for it lol. So, then we got holiday for a week because it is a mid term break. And after this, we got some papers more which are ... ( I dont think ill post all of my subjects here ) lol. Got 4 papers more. :D Im ready for that, like seriously.

* No ideas. No ideas. No ideas. * Haha. These 2 weeks, Ive spent almost all the time with my fiancee so i really have no idea what to share with public tho. HAHA. ( Is there any relationship there ? Whateverrr ) Okay let me think first what should be the topic.

Okay ! I wanna ask a question. Is 19 years old girl/boy still young to understand life ? Some of people would say, " Ah, youre still 19 and youre too young to understand this.. " " Ah, you still 19. You tau apa ? " Well, not for me. Im 19 years old, yes, I dont deny that I'm still young, still pretty, beautiful, gorgeous, sexy and what so ever but we know whats good and what is not. We are young and does it mean older people ( Older people I refer here who is 23-26 years old ) can not ask for our opinions, suggestions and well, I believe if you asked us about some kind of things, we can answer them and give our perspectives straight away. Maybe we still naive about 'Hal hal kerajaan', and politics but never thought that we're 19 and still young to understand life. WE ARE LEARNING ABOUT LIFE AS WE ARE BREATHING NOW. No one knows what life is. No one can explain because every of us has very different ways of life. Some of us were born complete, some of us are special ( I mean, OKU..) Maybe the definitions of life are different because it depends on the individual itself and what have he went through. Yes maybe they think we're young and some of us are immature yet -______-

Well, I told ya. Last night I read back my past conversation with people. When I'm trying to be ' Orang besar and mature ' some of them said, ' Lawa ada bunyi kelaka = Sombong gilaaa cara bercakap ' ( Lol sombong gilaaaaaa kott ) . What are you expecting from me actually ? Were you expecting I type like " ShIapa nuMbma iTaWq ? " Oh my God. That is so stupid. Im type of person ' Bercakap bila perlu ' when with community. So, I'm breathing. You are reading this and breathing. Thus, all of us still learning what life is. I dont care if older people age around 40, 50, 60 ....infinity tell that I dont understand life because im still young. I really dont mind this because they grew up without internet, and any kemudahan kemudahan yang bukan macam sekarang, melambak ! So, it depends on people. Im not trying to be smart, Im just teaching and practicing myself to GROW UP and think about the priority in living my sweet life. We can make it sweet, bitter, hot and spicy and anything.

I think, that is all. I have works to do. See ya guys. Take good care :) ( No photos because net is so damn slow..... )

P/S : @NYQB10 , I miss you :'(

New Life

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and salam sejahtera. 

Alhamdulillah, He still let us breathing for today and gives us time to be grateful for every endless 'rahmat'. So this week is my third week in first year degree in Resource of Chemistry. Just now, I just met my secondary science teacher, Mr. Abdul Qahar and he said taking Chemistry is good and we can apply engineering jobs. This makes me WOAAAH. He said that we're on the same level with students who take engineering course. Dang. Whatever it is, 'rezeki' Tuhan is everywhere. Either you take Chemistry, Biology, Engineering, Medicine if you have no bless, you are no one. So, I wanna introduce first about Resource of Chemistry. I only have 3 core subjects which are, 1) Physical Chemistry, 2) Analytical Chemistry 3) Mathematics. Those 3 others are elective, remedial and etc which are 4) English for Media 5) Foundation in Entrepreneurship Cultivation 6) TITAS ( Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun Asia ) 

Every subjects has its own interesting parts anyway. I dont want to talk much about those subjects because it makes me wanna study now. HAHA. Im still in my 'updating-blog' mode. What I wanna share with you for today is my opinion regarding what was my Math's lecturer said in class this morning.

First of all, actually we were talking about function. So she mentioned about one to one function then after that she started to talk about marriage. She said it's the best thing if you just one to one married. Haha. What she wants to say is, its the best for a man to get married only a woman. I 100% agree with this statement. Because nowadays, as we can see in ral life, as we always read in magazines, newspaper, internet, and any mass media, there are many cases about family problems, babies dumping and 'keruntuhan akhlak' and also social problems among the teenagers. Thus, when a man married a woman, he will take care 400% to his only wife and children. Men, be more responsible. Just a few weeks ago, we heard that there's a case where a girl killed her baby because his boyfriend didn't want to be responsible on his own baby. Oh my. Look at out society. We Malaysian, who lives in Malaysia, should not have this kind of cases. We live in harmony, and we've already given right and time to choose  and think which one is good and bad. 

I am not blaming 100% on men. I strongly agree women should be blame when this kind of situation happened. Women, please. You got what men want. Last two days, I just attended myself to the course's orientation and we had a tazkirah Maghrib with Abang Arshad and he said, ' Perempuan adalah cermin bagi lelaki. Asal dia lalu je, mesti nak tengok..' See. How powerful you are, ladies ! That statement is very true. Just 'tutup aurat'. It is not difficult. Try it one by one. Just like when youre still young, in kindergarden, you learned how to hold a pencil, how to write a very nice alphabets, how to read, how to spell, sing songs and etc. I guess those you learned are more difficult if you compare to wearing hijab. AND this is an advice to myself, when youre wearing hijab, make sure you wear a suitable shirts that are longgar, tak ketat, and make sure tak nampak bentuk badan. Im still in this process. :) So we together lets make hijrah. There is no use if you want to be cantik, hot, sexy and what so ever because you will die at last. DIE AT LAST. Thats it. 

 Gambar sekadar hiasan. HAHA.

Innocent.

So, my aim now is, I want to be a good lady and InsyaAllah will be a wife in a year so all I want is blessing from parents, husband and Allah. Okay its time to study. ( Heck ? Study at 10 pm ? ) Well, we called it as asal bukak notes, tak baca pun tak apa. HAHA. 

This is my favorite picture after all with my niece and nephew and my beloved fiancee. May Allah bless us. Ameen :)

I dont even know whats the kaitan meletak my own pictures and I think not really suitable for the topic but yeah, I just want to because im not really into talking about myself but I just love to share some of pictures.  Haha. So thanks for reading and pleaseeee do comment. :) 

Thanks & take care. 

My Fiancée

Assalamualaikum wbt and salam sejahtera.  

A real man can see your problems & accept you for them. If he really cared, he would help you to the best of your abilities. A real man would not care how similar or different you are either. If he really cares, he will hold you high in both his heart & mind no matter what you are or aren't.

How's everyone ? After a long break, I continue writing my blog. So, Raya was so happening right ? Exhausted too ! :|  I've got less than a week to register as a new student in Unimas. Blah. I'm not excited about it. Not at all.

Today's entry is about MY FIANCEE. *I hope you guys who follows up my blog already forgot about my last update about some stories. Lol. Im just lazy to talk about it* Nang ada ikut mood ndah -______-
So, I'm not going to tell the world about my fiancee's profile, family background or resume but I wanna share some of his attitude and personality that make me kinda proud and respect him. 

1. His attitude that I love the most : He puts Allah on his first priority then followed by his parents. 
Every time I hang out with him, he will always not forget to perform solah. Maybe some people will say, " Eleh, of course because he was hanging out with you and wanna show off that he kind of a pious man.." And maybe some of our society will say, "That's normal. Performing solah is our kewajiban" YES. I totally agreed of the second statement but trust me, there's not a lot of man out there will find time and perform solah while hanging out. Easy for them, they will just Qada'. And I once read this, " A man who forgets Allah, his creator, will easily forget you ( also His creator ) . " When I'm in my period, he's always recite 3 kul and Ayyatul Kursi before I go to sleep. Lol. That was sweet >.< About his parents, I can see from the way he talks, thinks, and also the way he gives me advises. 

2. Not easily get angry. HAHA. This. Guess what, he never gets angry towards me. I don't know towards other people but yeah, all I know is the way he talks, he always use soft words. I'm not saying that he is kind of 'pondan' but I did watch him joking around with his brother and nephews and also kakak kakak and yeah , he's just nice. ( Dia bercakap tone sama. Tak pernah naik, tak pernah turun..) HAHAHA.

3. OH MAI GAAAD I JUST REALISED THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS TO TALK ABOUT HIM AND I ALSO REALISED THIS IS IN CAPS ! Okay. Enough said, I love him because of Him. Allah, what a good man you give me and he's the best. Besides, up until now, you've already given me such a good parents, siblings, friends, life, house, stuffs, gadgets ! There are a load ! I pray that, he is my destiny. He is the one You created, that will bring me to your way. InsyaAllah. Amiiin :) 
Just give me and him strength to face obstacles in order to find the true path towards You. I have nothing, I hope nothing except you. My final destination !

Last but not least, I love you not because of who you are. It's because of who I am when i am with you. 

Thanks and take care people ! :D

Wanita

Assalamualaikum wbt and salam sejahtera :)

Hm. I just go through Facebook's news feed and Twitter's timeline. So, today's entry is about my perspective on people's acting on Facebook. I'm not here to judge others, but somehow I want to give my opinions regarding this. Just read and respect. If you want to comment anything or wanna add something, please do so. No offence but I think I have to say what am I thinking. That's why Blog exists right ?

I sometimes don't really care what you gonna share or post or comment on Facebook. Like seriously, I won't 'f' care. However, this thing keeps on my mind. *I'm going to write in BM and BI. Sorry for mixing the languages okay*

Sesetengah manusia, post status kira-kira 5 minit sekali. I wanna say 'hai' untuk this type of people. Social network yang  lain seperti Twitter adalah digalakkan anda melakukan sedemikian. Facebook lebih kepada sharing infos and photos yang boleh mengembangkan minda jadi kita pun online tak la buang masa dan sia-sia. Kalau setakat status yang biasa-biasa, tapi sehari satu, tak kisah la. Asal menyemak doh ? And also, photos. Kan elok kalau Facebook digunakan untuk berdakwah, menyampaikan ilmu agama. Bukan kita hendak menunjuk-nunjuk pada dunia tapi niat itu penting. If niat pun just hanya hendak berkongsi ilmu pengetahuan, insyaAllah, ada pahala di situ. Tak kisah la apa orang akan cakap, bukan orang yang bagi kita rezeki bukan ?

So, I finish talking about Facebook. Actually my main point for today is : " Apabila perempuan non-Muslim berkahwin dengan lelaki Muslim yang 'boleh tahan' perangainya ". Every things I wrote after this is actually based on true story.

1. Seorang perempuan non-Muslim berkahwin dengan seorang lelaki Muslim. Lelaki ini tidak lagi mempunyai ibu-bapa tetapi mempunyai pekerjaan dan gaji yang lumayan manakala perempuan ini hanya kerja biasa sahaja yang hanya menggunakan kereta Toyota. So, dipendekkan cerita, mereka bertemu di pub, ataupun dikenali sebagai kelab malam. *Faham-fahamlah* . Apabila mereka berjumpa, akhirnya bercinta dan ahirnya terlanjur, mereka mengambil keputusan untuk berkahwin. *Oh lupa. Lelaki itu duda anak 3. Bercerai dengan isteri pertamanya akibat salah faham* Setelah berkahwin, ingatkan mereka akan hidup bahagia, *Walaupun lelaki itu memberi nafkah yang terlebih cukup untuk isterinya* tetapi perempuan itu merasa tidak bahagia kerana sering didera oleh suaminya. Suaminya sering menggunakan words kesat dan tidak pernah bercakap lemah lembut dengan isterinya. Apa yang saya ingin sampaikan adalah : Wanita ini masuk Islam hanya disebabkan lelaki ini dan lelaki ini tidak sekalipun mengarah isterinya untuk belajar Al-Quran mahupun solat sedangkan lelaki itu tidak pernah meniggalkan solat. Seorang yang tidak pernah meninggalkan solat tetapi bertindak kejam terhadap isteri, itu ironic bukan ? Hm. *Malas nak taip lagi !* HAHAHA.

Take care and TTYL . 
*To be continued*

New Entry.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t and salam sejahtera.

WOAH ! It've been a long time since I posted my last entry. Well, dengan sokongan seorang rakan, Fatimah Adreena, I want to tulis-tulis again here in my blog. Sometimes there are some good ideas but I just feel lazy to type. *Ugh Qibah, such a lazy ass* Actually, sincerely, I don't even know how to start. Lmfao. Fail. *Shoot myself*

It's Ramadhan and tonight is the 21st night of Ramadhan. All of us really want to see the Lailatul Qadar. Am I right to say that ? But unluckily, me myself, I do think that I'm not that special to face and experience that malam yang lebih baik daripada seribu bulan.Anyway, we just keep praying for that, not only in Ramadhan but everyday we should pray for it. Mana lah tahu kot-kot nasib baik, jumpa la Lailatul Qadar, InsyaAllah. Okay, selamat menunaikan puasa di bulan Ramadhan dan selamat hari raya aidilfitri ! :D *Puasa pun tak tamat la, Qibah* Hoho.

So, *Dari tadi so tapi main point belom ada* .I just finished my study in Foundation of Life Science in Unimas. So, September ni Qibah will continue my further study at Unimas again, in Resource of Chemistry. *Sedih because my result dapat masuk for medicine but I didnt ask for that course* . But no worries, rezeki Allah ada di mana-mana. Bersyukurlah daripada tak dapat apa-apa kan ? So, Qibah sangat bersabar untuk masuk balik sebab if masuk belajar, nak balik pulak. If dah cuti, nak belajar pulak. Tembak kang ! Haih. Rumah Qibah dari Unimas just 8 minutes tapi -___- *Susah nak explain*  Jadi sekarang Qibah dah ketandusan idea. Nak 'wassalam' tak ? Or belum lagi ? Haha.

Okay. 07th July 2012 yang lepas, Qibah dah selamat jadi tunangan orang *OMAIGAAD QIBAH TAK DAPAT FLIRT LAGI !!* Nope, flirting and be friendly are different actually. Haha. Qibah tak la flirt, just being friendly. Alhamdulillah, I got a best guy in the world. :) There are loads of pictures of that day, but Qibah malas nak upload *MALAS LAGI OKAY TAKE NOTE* Oh, by the way, Qibah tukar nama kat blog sebab Qibah dah membesar jadi seorang gadis yang manis, tak comot macam dulu dah. *Eh, ada pulak..* Then, I selit some of my pictures here kay ? :D 

Me waktu majlis pertunangan. Look so old -__-

 HAHA ! Random pic. Eh ngegeh ! >.<

 Iman and Luqman. My buah hati pengarang jantung. ( Anak kakak ) Hehe

Luqman is a handsome boy !! I love you. Haha. 

Okay, Qibah tak tahu nak cakap apa lagi sedangkan banyak je ideas. Omaigaaad my dad baru je tengok my blog and he was like, " Eh, unnecessary thing la tu. Pergi padam and masuk tido " HAHA. I dont care. Banyak la yang Qibah terlepas nak bagitahu kat blog. Sangat banyak. Dah dekat dekat jugak setahun kan Qibah tak update blog ? Hm. Later, ill be more discipline to update my blog * Ala, first-first je semangat* 
Okay and dont forget to follow me on Twitter @naqibahyakob. TTYL :)

You live your life because of yourself. Not to please others. Wassalam. :)